Date: 2021-01-22 03:18 am (UTC)
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... I feel like you don't buy that. But I'm being honest. It's been.. a weird last few weeks.

Date: 2021-01-22 02:25 pm (UTC)
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Paranoid... maybe that's the right word? And if anything it matters MORE here.

Date: 2021-01-22 02:57 pm (UTC)
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Isn't it obvious? These people are nice and I do want to help, of course. But we're pretty tied to whatever they tell us is the truth. Just accept that our worlds are safe for now... it could just be something they're saying so we won't fight to get back and help them instead.

[A despairing look crosses his face, someone seeing everything they've worked and bleed and watched others die for falling apart in his hands. But it's a quick thing, and he's back to smiling quickly]

Guess there's nothing to do for now though but play along!
Edited Date: 2021-01-22 03:06 pm (UTC)

Date: 2021-01-22 03:42 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shinetagonist
Everyone lies, even if they don't mean to. You just gotta... decide which lie you are willing to accept.

[He thinks of Yamato, and sighs wistfully]

Heh, and trust me- you wouldn't believe me if I told you.

Date: 2021-01-23 04:30 am (UTC)
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[he gives a small smile at that- Claude isn't wrong. And while he could explain it would just... be a downer. And not really be helpful

So let's focus on the other note]


Because I barely believe it and I was there. It's a lot to dump on a stranger.

Date: 2021-01-24 04:07 am (UTC)
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... okay. So let's test that.

What do you know about aliens?

Date: 2021-01-25 03:54 pm (UTC)
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[beings from the stars, of the stars, might BE the stars. Hibiki still doesn't know. But "alien" works well enough. He nods]

Knowing what I mean is good enough. Last I remember before coming here was defeating the god-alien of the universe and getting ready to reset reality. You know, normal stuff.

Date: 2021-01-26 10:59 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shinetagonist
[The laughter in his tone makes Hibiki start laughing- the exhausted laughter of someone who is very tired]

Totally normal.

Date: 2021-01-27 05:20 am (UTC)
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Eh, I can take care of myself- I'm not looking to ruin anyone's beliefs or anything either. And honestly, they weren't... they weren't 'god' in the Judo-Christian sense.

[That probably didn't translate at ALL]

More in the 'being in charge of everything that has power beyond and over humans' liteal sense. As far as I know, no one worshipped the Administrators or Canopus directly. But yeah I am noooot gonna try and get into theology.
Edited Date: 2021-01-27 05:23 am (UTC)

Date: 2021-01-28 03:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shinetagonist
[He nods]

It's not about gods, not really. It's about belief. If you put your everything into something you fight for it, even if it turns out to be wrong. Or harmful. Anything you make a part of your identity like that.

[He siiighs then laughs]

Wow, this conversation got heavy!

Date: 2021-01-30 03:32 am (UTC)
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[He nudges back without thinking- the gesture clearly something intimately familiar to him.]

Not before breakfast. I only talk dark philosophy after noon.